Engagement 11.11.11

Its 4th of November, another one week before my engagement..
and i am excited, stressed and nervous at the same time..
my merisik was going well on 11.9.11 alhamdullilah..
This engagement has cost me a lot of money which is very unexpected..
with plans and budget but still, i spent more than what i supposed to spend..
its ok, will not regret it because this just happen once in my life..

Im happy that im going to step further nearer to be my future fiancee's wife..
he is the one for me..n i love him..
Talking about the ceremony, now i just realized that to organize such function like this requires perfect plan and perfect budgeting..i am a banker but im not really good in my own financial plan. The cost for a mini pelamin nowadays is nothing less than 400. I dont like to have a mini pelamin on my engagement day, i bought two high vase flowers, small vase flowers, bunga atas katil, bunga atas langsir for 450, which is more than the cost of mini pelamin. But however, these flowers can be reuse for my nikah next year, so it is worth it. Puchong is the perfect place to buy flowers and wedding deco, hantaran and other wedding accesories . WHy? because its cheap and the design is just like what i've seen in Nilai 3 which is more expensive..heheh

for my hantaran, i ordered fresh flowers at the same shop at puchong. The price is approx RM200 plus wth the deco.its damn cheap. This is a shop, not a wedding shop but it is shop for a wedding shop, its the supplier for wedding shops.. So here i saved about RM300. For my baju tunang, its very simple and nice. I tempah it at pertama shopping complex and just cost me RM190. Its cheap too and the jahitan is nice too..i like it so much. Next week i need to buy few things that i forgot to buy which is bekas plastik utk hantaran and span for hantaran too.


I hope everything will going well next week. cant wait!

Counting Days

Today is 27/8/2011 and my merisik day is on 11.9.11..sangat x lama lagi..
Walaupun it is just merisik but rasa sgt2 nervous..
Eventhough i am sure that he is the one for me tp kadang2 ada juga terfikir "betol ke ni?"
I dont know kalau org lain mcm mana..
but for me, once kita dh melangkah ke first phase which is the merisik, you cannot turn back odi..

Im afraid, is this what i really want?
Im quite sure that i am happy with him like no others.
Adakah x pernah gaduh tu satu benda yang baik?
We've been together for 5 years and i can count how many time we fight,
3 bulan tu mungkin la ada sekali..tu pun x tentu..
Paling2 gaduh pun x sampai setengah jam dh baik balik..

I know that he is afraid too..
The responsible that he has to put on his shoulders..
macam mana nak jaga isteri..
macam mana nak lentur isteri supaya jadi isteri yg solehah..
boleh ke tanggung isteri..
aku paham..aku pun begitu..

But i am ready..i loved to be my beloved husband's wife..
im ready to wake up in the morning to prepare breakfast for my husband..
im ready to took care all of the house works...
im ready to be the most lovey wife in the world..
im ready to give him a$ smile everyday when he get back from work..
im also ready to be a mummy if Allah murahkan rezeki..

Ya allah..tunjukkanlah kami ke jalan yg benar..
Jauhilah kami dr maksiat
Jauhilah kami dr godaan syaitan

Amin

Wedding

Smalam wedding kawan baik ku..
aku jadi pengapit..
huhuh..gembira n sedih bercampur..
but after all semuanya berjalan dgn lancar..
alhamdullilah..xsabar2 nak tunggu turn aku plak..
weee...

Dunia oh Dunia ..

Apalah nak jadi dengan dunia sekarang ni..
mcm2 benda pelik terjadi...
ibu dah x syangkan anak nya, bapa pun sama juga sanggup nak kelar tengkuk anaknya yang baru berusia 4 tahun. Itu cerita di beijing, apabila bapa mahu mengerat tengkuk anak perempuannya kerana tidak mahu ditahan selepas mengalami kemalang.. kes langgar lari..pastu bile kene kejar polis, ugut plak polis nak kelar tengkuk anak..masyallah...

kt malaysia pun apa kurangnya..baru2 ni kita di gemparkan dengan berita "Bayi bersepai".. adoooiii....mana pergi sifat peri kemanusiaan?mcm mana boleh hilang perasaan syg kepada anak sendiri..sanggup untk mencampak anak dr tingkat lima..Ya allah..anak tu xtau apa2 pun lagi, boleh2 dihukum dengan dasyat sekali..aku x sanggup nak baca..Yang kisah simbah asid pun satu hal, apa ntah motif penyimbah tu buat mcm tu? kenapa nak cederakan org? gila agaknya..kesian sampai ada yang buta disebabkan terkena asid..apa lah nak jadi ni...sangat pelik

The day will come..

Everybody was waiting for the day to come..
once your age has reach up to a certain level you will want to think about a new family..
the age will be at 25, where all girls are dreams for..
i am 24 today, and wanted my bachelor life to be ended in next year..
as a malay and muslims, there are many traditions that i've to follow..
there are 4 stages of married; which are merisik, bertunang, nikah and sanding

i've been planning this since i was a little girl..
i said to my mum that i want to get married at the age of 25..
and my mum was smiling as i was too young to said that..
it was a very big decision to made..
it is not like having a boyfriend where we can break up and find other boy as a replacement..
marriage is difficult..
to plan for it is even more difficult..
today is 10th April 2011 and i have to get started to plan what color theme for my merisik and tunang..
not just that, i have to plan early where its gonna be for my sanding functions..

Too many things to think about..too many things to be in the list..
im so confused..so many mouths talking giving ideas and advice not to do this and dont pick up this colour..
Why just can i pick my own ideas?but my ideas is too unique and it is not suitable with malay traditions..
Malay's wedding is complicated and i dont really like it..
i would prefer a very simple and not expensive wedding..
one day of wedding functions would be perfect if i just spend less then 30k..

Value of money today is not the same as value of money 10 years ago..
i can do anything with 30k but for today 30k is not enough for a wedding..
why can i just do a dinner without pelamin and hantaran?
fuh..

it is better to start planning today rather than 6month before wedding..
i want my wedding to be a happy moment for all of the peoples who will be attending to the function..
the most important thing of a wedding is the food..i want a delicious food to be presented to the guest
and door gift is the second important thing..
Overall, i would say that people's comforts are important.. :)
lets just pray that everything will runs smooth with fun and happines..

class oh classroom....

Aloha,

My MBA class has started last 2weeks and it was so damn tiring.Class started at 9am and finished at 6pm, that was 8hours of boring and sleepy class. However, on the first day of class i feel so nervous and got totally blank. Well that is me..so blur and clumsy..However, i managed to control my self behaving like a normal person (like im not normal).

My classmates,they all are at the age of baby boomers. Except me n yana which we are the youngest among them all. Due to that makes me more nervous, plus all of them are someone from the top management. grrr...like studying with ur boss..haha...that was funny....twice i've been in class and now i have lots of assgmts. Dun hav the time to look at it as i was too busy handling people's money at work. DONT WORK IN OPERATION DPT!!. This work has totured me so much.

My team member is a 40 years old chinesse man who owns a business. This is the first time i have a chinese man my group. Feel kinda weird but in the same time i feel lucky and happy because at least i can learn something from them.This guy is very friendly and i got the feeling that he kind of a hardworking type of person.

Others are friendly too. They all are from different background, some of them from Japan, Iran and Libya. Some do export and import and own a hospitals??wow..damn rich. MBA is totally diff from dip and BBA. Hope i can cope all the subjects with my hectic work-style. :)

Perrrrghhhhhh....

I got it..hahha..i got it..
u can say im crazy,..but i got it...
MBA STRATEGIC MANAGEMENT IN INTERNATIONAL BUSINESS SCHOOL..!!
Hahahaha...always keep on the track...!! :P