2013 - throwback

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second pregnancy : wow its so fast.!

Cant believe it..but yep it is true..im pregnant again right after 2 months ive done my DnC. Alhamdullilah, tuhan murahkan rezeki kami sekali lagi dalam masa yg terdekat. I realized that im pregnant last week when i missed my period for 3 days. Usually other women will wait at least one week to check their UPT. but for me..as usual..i cant wait nemore...whaahah...im to curious to know why im not having my period.. pfftt..

So there you go..4 pregnancy test has been tested...and all positive..that weekend me n husband straigth away went to see Gynae. But this time i wanted to try Chia and Loo Pakar Wanita because they have a very good review and slightly cheaper than Columbia Asia (previous pregnancy). So we cannot made an appointment as the nurse said ive to register first. So we were there at about 9am..yes its earlyyy..and guess what...there are many human in the clinic already and im shocked...I registered at the counter ( the first nurse is not that happy..so just ignore her)..and we got our number...its 27..can you believe it..27!! i was like what..what..what...hahahahha...OK.we wait.and wait and wait...for like after 2 hours..yes 2 hours of waiting then our number is up..fuiihhh....then we see a chinese male doc..he's nice very nice indeed...he greeted us in english and malay..dwibahasa la pulak kan...he ask few questions...we've done scan too..but unfortunately my baby is too small and doc cannot detect it..yup i admit it..its too early to check..so doc ask us to come back after two weeks..ive done UPT again because the doc said so and alhamdullilah its positive..

soo we paid RM150 for consultation..i guess there's has been a changes in the price yaa?...and for folic acid and duphaston ( i dunno how to spell it) its RM50. so total is RM200.

Previously in columbia with dr Raja. she charged us RM180 - 40 disc = RM140 for consultation only.
So not much different..but if you go to Columbia Asia, you can settle everything in just an hour.. Chia and Loo u've to spend at least 2hours if without appointment..next time i'll made an appointment. Hopefully, it will be less time spend on waiting.

Till then.
xoxoxo

Gynae : Columbia Asia, Puchong (Rate check up and D&C)

Update!

My first antenatal check up I was charged at RM140 which is just a scan, consultation and two pills for D&C procedure on the next day. RM140 is after discount of RM40.

D&C procedure on the next day was charged at RM2400 including day care but no medicine given.The procedure is smooth and i have to say that Dr Raja is an expert. I didnt feel any hurt after the procedure and they give me ample time to rest after the procedure is done. Comfortable place for husband to stay too, cafe is just at the back of  Day Care Room where i stayed that day. Procedure started at about 10am and i woke up at 12 noon and continue resting until 3.30pm. After that Dr Raja do another scan just to check whether i have fibroid or not because she suspected i have it at first. Luckily i dont have it. fuh! and then they released us to go home.

Last check up after D&C, Dr Raja scan again just to make sure it is clean. This time they charged us at only RM95. After all, it is worth it! Dr Raja has done a great job. Moreover, i cannot trust other general doc from  outside clinic anymore as i believe that the doc is so inexpert. Im carrying a dead embyro in my tummy for a month because the doc didn't realize that i already miscarriage at the time he checked me. This can give a very bad effect to my womb and can even caused a cancer! I am luckly i decided to go for a check up at Columbia Asia and chosen Dr Raja to check on me!

Contact Columbia Asia Puchong : 03 - 80648688
Make an appointment first to avoid long Q!

A week after misabortion/miscarriage

Definititon misabortion : A missed abortion, or missed miscarriage, happens when the embryo has died but the body does not pass the products of conception.

A week after misabortion.. body rasa mcm serba x kene..i dont know why..tp i did follow all the pantang larang..no iced water, no makanan yg berbisa dan sejuk..i wore socks all the time kecuali time mandi jer..i took polleney pati ikan haruan everyday...supplement yg amik time pregnant still continue ambil juga...but at some time i feel ngilu ngilu kat ari ari and sometimes mcm sakit menyucuk..xtau kenapa or maybe it is normal..tomorow will my last check up with Dr Raja, i hope everything is ok..maybe i need some more rest la kot...adeh tp kat opis tu keje belambak..issue bertimbun..auditor dtg time2 macam ni plus xlama lagi dh nak financial year end..Ya Allah kuatkanlah semangat hamba mu ini..mama suruh amik mc lagi this week sebab aritu dia urut2 badan saya dia kata urat keras sangat n perlu rehat lagi...and kene juga cepat2 panggil org dtg mengurut..

Perasaan berbelah bagi..emotional support sangat penting time2 gini..Alhamdulliah hubby memahami walaupun mula2 dia mcm xtau apa2..mungkin dia igt benda2 ni mcm biasa2 je..tp skarang dia pun nak i rehat secukup-cukupnya...as a wife, kekadang rasa mcm bersalah sebab suruh itu ini kat husband kan...ntah la..kalau buat sendiri nanti badan kita yg kena bisa..tp bila suruh2 hati tu rasa mcm x best jer..ntah xtau kenapa...mcm ni pon leh sediyh...



But some people they just dont understand.. and maybe some of them keep on blaming on the mother which they presumed that the mother always the caused of miscarriage. I know...it hurts a lot even though they did not say it to my face but i know they did tell a story to the others...So kepada sesiapa yg seangkatan dengan saya please just ignore them...sebab dorang xtau bila dorang xkene...kalau dorang kene mungkin dorang akan paham...they are just typical manusia yg percaya benda2 tahyul...there are no such thing of bunian culik baby dlm perut...ini semua science and science has the reason why it happened.. so just ignore those people yg cetek pemikiran tu...

Life must go on...sakit kena tahan..teruskan berpantang dan rileks..dont spread the rumors to everybody dan kalau preggy lagi next time buat diam je..pasal saya rasa mungkin ada yg x suka...ada yg dengki...kalau ada org bg makanan selalu tu kalau rasa mcm pelik2 je jgn mkn la...bukan nak percaya yg tahyul tu...tp ni mmg ada yg terjadi dlm family sendiri.. so just precatious on some certain perangai2 org tuh....

Misabortion/Miscarriage : 11 weeks of pregnancy

Dah almost seminggu dah lepas keguguran D&C. Tadi terserempak dgn kakak yg offer urut time nak pregnant dulu. Terkejut plak dia dengar bila saya kata saya keguguran. Cerita punya cerita dia pun pernah 3 kali misabortion ( keguguran yg x berdarah). Ni la sebabnya saya xtau yg saya keguguran sebab xde kuar darah langsung. Last friday, pi Columbia Asia nk buat first antenatal check up baru lah tau yg sebenarnya baby dah xde lama dah. Time tu jumpa Dr Raja the only malay female gynea kt Columbia Asia. Doc tu rilek je ckp " Eh awak miscarriage la" time scan2 tu tgk2 mmg xde baby..hmmm..cediyh..tp doc tu ckp "Xpe ni normal" so bila kakak yg jumpa tadi ckp dia dh 3 kali kene baru la rasa " Oh aah la normal"..

Pastu yang melegakan lagi hati ni..my bestfriend dtg melawat di rumah...and then dia pon ckp kakak ipar adik dia pun dh miscarriage dah 5 kali dah..bukan la nk kata lega pasal org lain lagi teruk dr saya..ni semuakan takdir tuhan..saya juga turut bersedih utk mereka..sebab saya paham, usaha yg gigih tuk pregnant tu bukan senang...nak tunggu time subur..jaga makan sume and nk get ready kan hubby kita gak..hik hik hik (censored..tut tut tut)... so itulah ceritanya..

Sambung balik pasal cerita jumpa kakak tadi tu...dia nasihat supaya saya jaga pantang...makan jgn yg sejuk and bisa (Huh?? mcm mana nak tau? selama ni aku bedal je..) mmg la time preggy tu jaga makan gak...tp time tu mmg xde selera pun..mkn pun apple jeee memanjang..And then dia ckp kene amik jamu juga... Ya Allah, jamu ni takot skit..pasal selalu pikir dlm otak ni..yg jamu tu ntah ntah org buat yg tipu nye...Wallahualam...manala tau kan org nk duitnye pasal buat je jamu suka2 hati dorang...pastu pastu nak kene gi mengurut plak..

Hmm...mcm bersalin dh ni...kakak tu kata..keguguran D&C ni lagi teruk..pasal kita force utk buang yg dh xhidup kat dlm tu..pasal dia xjatuh sendiri...ngeriii bila igtkan balik dlm operation room tu...tros terpikir mcm ni agaknya bila nk bersalin nanti agaknya...tp time tu dh kene bius dah...x sampai 10 saat dh x sedarkan diri..sedar2 bila nurse angkat nk pindahkan dari katil operation ke katil day care tu..pastu blackout balik sampai la sedar bila hubby tgh usap2 kepala...sediyh plak bila tengok dia mcm tu..ye la suami pun harapan kecundang juga sebab igtkan nk ada baby dah tp skali gugur plak kan...its ok sayang..dont lose hope, we're still young and we should never stop trying and trying..In sha Allah nanti mungkin Allah murahkan rezeki kita...

So kiranya sekarang kalau dh D&C, kita kena sangat jaga pantang..panaskan badan...mkn rempah2 jamu2, lada hitam utk kuarkan angin..xmo makan yg sejuk2 (bab ni kene tanya Mr Google) dan mandi air suam sahaja..Ya Allah ari kedua konon rasa sehat la konon pi mandi air shower sejuk...baik time tu dia tangkap sejuk2 cramp2..besok tros x mandi air sejuk dah..so jangan la rasa mcm dh sehat nk pandai2 mandi air sejuk ye kengkawan..Kiranya sekarang ni nak beli Jamu Mak Dara Gold tu...tp nak tanya pendapat mama saya dulu la...ok la tu je utk masa ni..adios!

Alhamdullilah..

Alhamdullilah...

last three weeks check2 doc rupanya dah preggy 5 weeks...after almost a year of our marriage. Baru2 ni check doc dh 8 weeks dah..

perasaan : gumbira sampai leh mengeluarkan air mata..heheh (emo kan)

mmg this is sumthing new to me n hubby dan byk kene blaja..apa yg xleh di makan apa yang
bagus dimakan..lucunya aritu kami nk beli air yg dlm tong2 mcm kat pasar malam tu..tp xtau boleh ke minum air kelapa, soya ke apa ke...last2 hentam je...nasib amik soya time tu...

minggu kelima ni dh start macam2 dah dugaan, loya dan sakit kepala kuat pada waktu tengahhari melarat sampai ke petang...time2 tgh kerja tu mg kene stop pejamkan mata kejap dlm seminit pun xpe...minyak angin mmg ada sentiasa kat meja opis ni...plus skang ni mmg sensitip tol dengan bau bauan...lagi2 perfume lelaki yg merokok..adui mmg xtahan..tp tahan juga la kan dah mmg begitu gayanya kalau preggy kan...

ada dua tiga hari yg lepas...cramp kt bontot pada waktu malam...nk jalan pun susah...alhamdullilah skarang dah takde..dan keputihan pun mula2 tu banyak mcm sebelum period...pelik juga la...skang dah xde dh..lega..kalau tidak mmg xselesa...

cerita pasal bau bauan..sekarang ni mmg xtahan btol dengan bau goreng2...benda tu mcm terngiang2 je kat hidung..walaupun dh masuk opis...pastu bau hubby i sendiri pun kekadang xtahan pasal bau rokok...ya allah kuat juga dugaan mengandung ni..mmg hari2 berdoa supaya dugaan ni sume sementara je...harap2 x berpanjangan sampai bulan yg terakhir nanti.

skang ni feveret makanan ialah buah2...first pagi2 dlm kereta lagi time driving pekena sebiji apple..tghhari after lunch pekena sebiji apple or buah2 lain plak..tp tgh hari mmg xde mood sgt nk makan pasal sakit kepala.

Hopefully tuhan permudahkanlah sepanjang 9 bulan perjalanan sebagai ibu mengandung ni dan semoga baby dlm pewwuut ni di lindungi oleh Allah s.w.t. Amin.

My Wedding 10.11.12

Alhamdullilah..sekarang saya dah bergelar seorang isteri..

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