Today is 27/8/2011 and my merisik day is on 11.9.11..sangat x lama lagi..
Walaupun it is just merisik but rasa sgt2 nervous..
Eventhough i am sure that he is the one for me tp kadang2 ada juga terfikir "betol ke ni?"
I dont know kalau org lain mcm mana..
but for me, once kita dh melangkah ke first phase which is the merisik, you cannot turn back odi..
Im afraid, is this what i really want?
Im quite sure that i am happy with him like no others.
Adakah x pernah gaduh tu satu benda yang baik?
We've been together for 5 years and i can count how many time we fight,
3 bulan tu mungkin la ada sekali..tu pun x tentu..
Paling2 gaduh pun x sampai setengah jam dh baik balik..
I know that he is afraid too..
The responsible that he has to put on his shoulders..
macam mana nak jaga isteri..
macam mana nak lentur isteri supaya jadi isteri yg solehah..
boleh ke tanggung isteri..
aku paham..aku pun begitu..
But i am ready..i loved to be my beloved husband's wife..
im ready to wake up in the morning to prepare breakfast for my husband..
im ready to took care all of the house works...
im ready to be the most lovey wife in the world..
im ready to give him a$ smile everyday when he get back from work..
im also ready to be a mummy if Allah murahkan rezeki..
Ya allah..tunjukkanlah kami ke jalan yg benar..
Jauhilah kami dr maksiat
Jauhilah kami dr godaan syaitan
Amin
